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I sometimes find, in a crystal clear moment of serendipity, words that for a while help me stop beating myself up for not doing enough or for doing too much. And, guess what. You can’t ever “win” or feel like you are enough with those two opposing views in your head! I read a bit of comfortqueen.com and found the following tranquilizer….

“There are times when we get stuck because we have forgotten how to create. We believe we have to know exactly what we are doing before we can do anything — we have to know our brand mission, our ideal customer, have a snazzy logo; We have to know our big life vision, our soul purpose, have a cute tag line; We especially have to know where we will end up before we can begin.”

I am not a follow-the-crowd type person but in this instance it gave me a great deal of comfort to know that there are others out there like me. Others who struggle with issues of creating and moving forward…….creating and standing still. It is often impossible to recognize that a day off away from the computer, away from Photoshop, away from CorelDraw is exactly the creative sludge of which so many great ideas come.

For the very first time, I hung pieces of my own artwork in a public place. Not artwork for a job, not artwork for family but my own STUFF! The Cynthia Woods Mitchell Library in The Woodlands allows The Woodlands Art League to occasionally hang a show there for various months of the year. I took three pieces and arrived with an acute desire to RUN. I made it through this personal milestone only realizing how nervous and anxious I was about the whole affair as I was leaving the parking lot. I felt completely spent! My legs were tired, my back was sweating and I needed a drink! What was THAT all about!!!!?????!!!! Everyone was very complimentary but I guess I still consider myself a “fake artist”….whatever that is! ANYWAY….after a glass of wine and some much needed reflection, I decided to just be proud of myself for taking this giant step by putting my art out there for people to see. I’m sure (I hope) the next show will be easier!

Autumn Girl

 Autumn Girl. Digital Art on Glass     

Entitlement Enlightenment

 

Entitlement Enlightenment. Digital Art on MDF.

 Organic Ensemble-Hot

Organic Ensemble-Hot. Digital Art on MDF.